Maybe its just a matter of time

Right now, lying on my bed for hours doing nothing.
Just didn't know what to do.
Firefighter training is like wtf.
Fainted once during training on tuesday, wearing the winter like suit bunker gear.
Another 5 people KO with me.
Due to heat exhaustion, 2days light duty.
12 more weeks to go! ENDURE!

Randomly thinking lots of stuff.
So many things i regret for, rather its stupid mistake i done.
I always either love the wrong way, or being treated the way i didn't expect.

I tried for S, but its futile.
Couldn't think of anything now.

3 more months to my firefighter pop, so long.

i still love you, no matter how many times.
but you always leads me to a dead end.

Analysing In Progress...