Maybe its just a matter of time

I'm still wondering why you wanna break?
Give me a explanation, will you?

Just only a explanation and why are you jealous of this small little things. Just a phone call.
Everything i give in to you, can't you do the same?
You can feel that i'm happy about it. Thn can you feel that i'm sad at the same time?
No you don't at all. And i know something you love to *** =)

unreasonable
unfair
selfish
think about it
relationship is not only one person
even i ask a explanation also cant
thn you say that still have feelings?

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Checkup- @ 6:30 PM

Just back from CMPB medical checkup. So tired!
Calvin accompany me along, if not i sure siannnnnn.
The checkup so boring =.=
Went to eat at Vivo, thn go home.
Blurblur call me while i was in checkup. I cannot bring phone in! hahaa.

Maybe gonna go find yanling and bella at nan chiau while they having night study.

without you;;

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IT'S OVER @ 12:08 AM

Went KBOX today with Jayvier and Kristi. Shery and Priscilla aeroplane us.
Meet up with jayvier at cityhall station. Thn slowly walk to marina square.
After that we went sakae to have dinner, thn actually wanna drink at Harry's.
But change it to starbucks.
Tot it was a day to enjoy until a message in my inbox. It seems to be over for now.
I wonder what i should do, seriously. I give in, i get this. I feel so tired.
Sit around starbuck and slack. Was thinking about it.
You say you still have the feeling. But you wanted a break, abit funny?
I guess our r/s still not strong enough to withstand anything in our way.
Now you have your freedom, nobody will care about what you do, where you are and many stuff.
You take care. You the one who said that no matter what, don't ever say break first.
But i wonder if you really mean it after today. Or its just puppy love, which we just say say only.
Every word i say to you, i mean it. Everything i promised you before.
You won't know how much i give it in to this relationship and you will never know.
Things seems like a karma to me.
Think carefully, if you still have the feeling. You won't say be friends better.
After so many things we been thru, end up it's still the same.
Think its fair to me? I want you to think about it, seriously think about it deeply.
You still own me a explantion. A reasonable one.
As what i messaged you, don't regret in what you do. Cause im regretting.

Thanks Jayvier and 166. Always enjoy myself whenever i'm with you guys. haha<3

Here are the photos of the day.

Brothers.

We too high while singing already.

Sing sing sing!

Nothing to do. HAHA!

163 and 166. :)

ThreeOfUs ;)

Ich liebe Dich
Deep and meaningless.

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29 September 2008

Tired but have to bear the pain @ 5:02 AM

This few days really don't have the mood to blog.
Problems keep popping up. I really wonder.
Things solved and pop out again. Maybe its my fault?

Meeting Jayvier, 166, priscilla and shery later at 12pm.

cold war simply sucks
and ily all i could

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26 September 2008

Tired @ 6:04 PM

Yesterday in a rush man, make me so tired. Lazy to think.
Help out my auntie for work in the morning till 3pm.
Rush home and change at 3.30.
Meet up with jayvier, priscilla and shery at tampines mall around 4.
Headed to the airport to fetch kristi at 5.20.
Planning to go watch movie at night, but not enough time.
Late for dinner with blurblur, but we still meet up around 7.50
Finish dinner, slack around starbuck with jayvier, pris, shery, kristi and blurblur.
Thn home sweet home.

SEEMs that you are happy without me. No contact at all. I feel so lost now. Anyone help?

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24 September 2008

FUCK @ 9:24 PM

CHAO CHEE BYE. FUCKING HELL. DAMN PISSED OFF!

George - Lie To Me

Why didn't I listen to my heart
When she had me guessin from the start
More and more I wonder, why do I still want her
After all the love I gave to you
All this pain and all because of you

(CHORUS)
What am I supposed to do when it's all a lie
Where am I supposed to go when it's dark outside
What am I supposed to do when it's all a lie
Lie to me(x5)
Lie to me one last time

Still have those letter's from last fall
And every time the phone ring's
Wish it was your call
More and more I wonder, why do I still want her
After all the love I gave to you
All this pain im in because of you, you, you, you, you, you

What am I supposed to do when it's all a lie
Where am I supposed to go when it's dark outside
What am I supposed to do when it's all a lie
Lie to me(x5)
Lie to me one last time

Why did you have to hide (to hide)
Loved you for all your lies (your lies)
One thing I know is true
I'll never stop loving you
Loving you
So tell me

(Chorus)
What am I supposed to do when it's all a lie
Where am I supposed to go when it's dark outside
What am I supposed to do when it's all a lie
Won't you lie to me, lie to me baby
Lie to me, lie to me baby
Lie to me baby

One last time

Last Time I Fuck Care. But Now I Care.
But What You Want?

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23 September 2008

Things will be solve no matter what @ 2:36 AM

Hangover when i wake up =.= Slight Headache.
Stay at home the whole afternoon. Very boringggg

After dinner meet Lihao, Mark n Cal at plaza, thn go Pasir Ris park.
Going Pasir Ris park bar, beside the demolished fisherman village.
But don't seems to have live band today. So we went other place to "relax"
Thn "relax" halfway raining. So ask Lihao they all faster go in car.
But rain stop 5 to 10mins later. LOL. Went Tampines Prata shop for supper.
Lihao at there say us. We always very fast finish our supper thn go off. LOL~
Its still early so we go over the void deck opposite the prata shop.
Seat down talk cock till 2am Lihao say tired liao, so all go home loh~

166, AISEH you will call me today sia. Don't believe lehhh. hahahaa.
Lihao don't want to talk to you lah.
You will know when you come back.
Enjoy your stay there. Cause you'll be going for 5 "years" hahahah

Things seems to be clearer now after kwekkie explain. Think its okay now =)

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22 September 2008

Drink Drank Drunk! @ 3:59 AM

Just back from Future Park. Went there and drink xo + coke as mixer.
Thanks Lihao, Mark and Calvin to drink with me.
I appreciate it very much, Even thou tio sabo drink alot.
But really thanks!

Jayvier bro ah! saw your post. Thanks alot. Will tell you more about it. Meet up soon!
Eh change it to the new photo lah! online and i will send you. hahahaa.
I jump also nevermind. Cause you is Q over.
Anyway take care yourself hor at work!

blurblur, thanks hor! =)
Promise won't drink alot. You don't tired yourself by keep studying!

166!!! kns larh you! Call a fucker thn never call me! SWEE! STEADY! Come back you die! hahaha. Enjoy.

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21 September 2008

5years. LOL @ 12:54 PM

Just back from airport, sending kristi, tianze, kokwei, yani and hilmi off for their vietnam trip.
Even its just 5days. We keep disturbing kristi saying that its 5years for her.
Cause she will get married there with a vietnam guy.
And come back singapore with her soccer team children around her.

Thanks for the morning call. Even i didn't even ans one when you called 6times.
sorry sorry >.< Really feel tired this morning when i woke up. Thn started to think again =.= 166 pass me chocolates to pass to Lihao. Been tempted to open it up and eat it! hahaa.
Planning to go tanning with lihao, but he at there no sun no sun. Go there also sian.
Thn decide stay home nuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

ni zhe me lian hua dou shuo bu qing chu, dan wen rou de tong wo ting de qing chu~

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TRUST @ 2:35 AM

Went town to meet jayvier, kristi, feipa, meng, tianze n kokwei.
Having dinner together. cause we meeting jay to accompany him for dinner when his break time.
After that walk around town, settle down at organiccafe.
All went home after that, thn i went to meet lihao, mark n cal.
Slack awhile jiu go home ler.

Things happen today i don't feel like saying about it.
Anw thanks for teaching me to bite. :) that make me smile alittle.

People lie to me can, but you! CANNOT.
Thats me.
I'm so tired about those quarrel.
ily.

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20 September 2008

SHOP @ 12:00 AM

Wake up around 11am. Going out to shop for clothes with jayvier.
Meet up with him at hougang mrt control station at 2pm+.
Went bugis to look for shorts. Have so much fun with him looking *ahem* hahaha
We walk around streets, thn end up walking in to crossover. 2 shorts for $50. 1 black 1 white.
jayvier choose the pattern with line. but cmi, i dont like. LOL~ plain is nicer.

After that went vivo. Cause jayvier wants to get a leather shoe but bugis dont have what he wants.
Headed to harbour front RamenTen to eat first. Super hungry. After that continue to shop.
But vivo leather shoe too $$ so shop for my shirt first. Jayvier ask me go PaB but i don't like it also. lOL. Just like one auntie saying both of us having different taste. So i decide to go topman to find shirt. Got one grey shirt thn go already, cause im so lazy to look around liao.

Thn Jayvier decide to go tampines mall for his shoe. LOL we go here go there. leg cramp alr =.-
Called kristi asking where is she, cause she say she also going to tamp to take things from her gu ma.
Thn kristi ask us to go plaza singapura to look for her. Piang, we were halfway thru to take the mrt to tamp alr. So no choice but to U turn back. Slack at starbucks. LOL finding kristi by look at who got the smallest eyes. HAHA!
Chat/Joke around with them.
Reach Tamp at 9. Quickly search for jay's shoe. He so happy about it. Got the shoe quite nice.
Cause of the checkered design. Jayvier ah! wear it to school. sure everyone looking at you. LOL~

Slack around at some voiddeck at tamp while waiting for kristi's gu ma to be back.
kristi take her things thn headed to tamp inter take bus. Tired alr =.-
Jayvier ps us for going home first. Cause we ask him to go hougang slack n take 147 home.
But i think he also tired bah + tmr have to work.

I think thats all for today. Super tired now. Maybe tmr meeting jayvier for lunch during his lunch break. Oh, and here are the photos taken today. LOL

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18 September 2008

updateupdateupdate! @ 6:57 AM

LOL Time to update. hahaha!

Oh and teresa's shopping blog. Stuff from taiwan. Waiting for shipment only!
Taiji(the taiwan website link) :D CLICK ME!

This few days been staying at home rotting. Going out with jayvier this fri.? think comfirm alr bah.
KIN ah. i want to shop for my clothes! And he want to shop for his clothes to be my bodyguard.
Full black? LOL. remember buy black shades also ah. hahaa!

13sept n 14sept sleep~
aku sleep untill dontknow what date alr. i know i sleep more thn 20hours after the bbq. LOL~ sibei tired.

12sept, BBQ at pasir ris park.
Organise by lihao just for gathering among J6 and friends.
Think quite successful bah. Keep eating those prawns, sotongs and hotdog. LOL~
Around 12plus, I went over to jay's there to talk. Kristi was there too.
Thn Lihao bring cards over to play daidee. But after few rounds all decide to play other games with forfeits.
So we can drink!
Until 3plus dwayne finally come =.-
But it was drizzling, so we decide to go home early instead of tonning till morning.
ke lian de tanpohleong. stay SengKang Hougang better mah. stay simi Kallang. so FAR.

LOL~

what if my thinking was right?

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11 September 2008

Tiring Day Lah! @ 1:44 AM

Just reach home and i'm super fucking tired!
Swimming + Tanning = Shiok. LOL!~ Swim until 3pm must go and buy our BBQ food already.
After swimming don't feel like moving. Wanna go home sleep but can't =.-
After buying our BBQ stuff at Prime Supermarket near Koufu around Block 200+
All quickly cabbed to Lihao house. Junji jio us go his house watch DVD. Faint >.<

We watched One Missed Call and Orphanage. During One Missed Call, i was sleeping( LOL!)
After watching the 2shows. We quickly go home liao lah! shyt them. i'm super tired!
Have to wake at 6am for my last paper. After that i'm FREE!~ Holiday i'm COMING! :D
Lazy elaborate liao. Sleep! BYES!

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10 September 2008

Exams @ 12:09 PM

Woah. Didn't post this few days cause of my exams. HAHA! Actually i'm just lazy.
This few day very very tired. Have to wake early just to go school for my exams.
Stress ah! don't know will pass anot. LOL.

I saw someone whom i didn't see her for quite sometime. Abit shock.
While walking to bus stop to take bus 27. Saw someone waved at me across the road.
I never wear specs abit Pak Jiao. LOL, so i stop to see who was it.
Still the same lah~ Quite awkward but act blur. Its been 2 -3 years already.
Hope you do well for your O's. :)

Finally meet up with kwekkie ytd. Her Hair sibei funny! hahaha.
I miss her so much!

Going swimming later with Lihao and Mark. Thn meeting up Junji, KD n Calvin(?) to go buy stuff for friday's BBQ. Can't wait.

Will update later again.

3years 约定.
2009
It's Coming!
TanLiHao Let's DO IT! HAHAHA!
you know what i mean :)

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05 September 2008

Drift @ 6:38 AM

Been sleeping till 5pm today. LOL~
The actual plan was meeting lihao for lunch around 1plus, thn go his house watch AOD2 and do scrapbook.
But i sleeeeeeeeeeeep all the way. hahhaaaa.

Suppose to have dinner with kwekkie too. But she working =.-
What's wrong with today. Everything planned. But Aeroplane everywhere.

Thn Lihao finally went out with *ahem* today. hahaa, now got her don't want brother alr lah~ lol.
While he was meeting *ahem*, i went to meet weewee at plaza for dinner. SUPER hungry.
Thn while i was walking home, lihao under *ahem* block. hahaa
So we went off together to slack till 5am.

eh TANlihao,
please tomorrow pass your practical ah! So you accompany me. wahahahaa. GOODLUCK~

ahhhhhhhh, imisskwekkiesososososososomuch

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04 September 2008

Regrets @ 4:10 AM

I can't sleep the whole night. Thinking about lots of stuff.
Finally realised what i want.

I'm really contented with what i have now. Really don't wanna wish for more.
I was wrong in the past. Full of regret. The things i regret seems so stupid.
I really don't want to regret now just like the past.
Love is to be happy and enjoy. Not to be stress and sad.

kwekkie!
sorry about what happen. iloveyou.

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FUCK! @ 12:49 AM

Didn't go out the whole day. It raining = SLEEP!
Went to watch Bleach Movie : Memories of Nobody on the net.
Not bad. WAH! i love the ending song. LOL~

MTV of the ending song is in this video, the band really ugly. LMAO~ but i love the song.
Check out the lyrics in English. haha!

suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaeru n da

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02 September 2008

Random analyse @ 2:48 AM

What's your definition for a girl or guy or relationship?
People having problems for relationship and etc~ Problems around that is still unsolved.
Love represents a range of emotions and experiences related to the senses of affection.

love usually refers to a strong, ineffable feeling towards another person.
Even this limited conception of love, however, encompasses a wealth of different feelings, from the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love to the nonsexual.
Love in its various forms acts as a major facilitator of interpersonal relationship

So chim right?
Simplify it, is passionate desire and intimacy is want physical only.
Some relationship just want a companion to accompany you = might as well get a dog.

I post this RANDOMLY. Not for my relationship! hahaa. Just for others to see~
Its not because MINE cannot be compare like this. haha! :D
Cause my love for kwekkie seems so different after so many things that happen.
For one thing i know that is i love her deeper thn before. ;)

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