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A Chance
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23 May 2010
In the end i'm the one who don't understand @ 4:09 PM
I been sleeping and waking up for 123456789 times randomly. Not sleeping well, having a headache. Gonna book in later, no mood at all. Went to town ytd, to settle my m1 line thingy. I read your blog again & again. I won't message you as you wanted me to. I will wait for you to make the first move. You contradict me too much. The things you said to me doesn't really match with your reflect post. Maybe i'm just stubborn, but i did what i can. Infact you always pushing the blame to yourself the wrong way. Is this what you really wanted? Do you want it to happen this way? Everytime you given me are just excuses. Don't say you love me when you are not even ready. If you were me how would you feel when i'm not ready . Your actions doesn't telly with what you said. Action speaks louder thn words. Analysing In Progress... 22 May 2010
Takin' back my love @ 11:28 PM
Analysing In Progress... No difference @ 5:32 AM
Just reach home, can't sleep now. You lied, hate ppl who lied. SERIOUSLY Don't wanna be in r/s, thn don't treat me like a toy. FUCK! No mood for anything now, always being played. Being a playboy is definitely better thn being serious. Analysing In Progress... 16 May 2010
Haru haruuuuuuU! @ 5:30 PM
As usual, busy packing for book in. 11more weeks to my firefighter POP! Quick quick quick, i can't wait to leave hell! Tiring like mad every weekdays, i just wanna relaxxxxx! you don't need me i'm not needed by your side. if you still didn't overcome yourself we can't step forward i don't wanna pressure you, but the sweet things you said doesn't mean anything if you don't overcome. i know clearly what i want, the rest is up to you. Analysing In Progress... 09 May 2010
No need for a reason @ 5:51 PM
Booking in soon! HAHA, cmon 12 weeks pls faster go away. I want my civilian life back. Hope it doesn't rain later! I will be the last chance, your last commitment. And it will be the last i ever give. Love you! Analysing In Progress... 08 May 2010
Rota 3 FIRE! @ 7:09 PM
Right now, lying on my bed for hours doing nothing. Just didn't know what to do. Firefighter training is like wtf. Fainted once during training on tuesday, wearing the winter like suit bunker gear. Another 5 people KO with me. Due to heat exhaustion, 2days light duty. 12 more weeks to go! ENDURE! Randomly thinking lots of stuff. So many things i regret for, rather its stupid mistake i done. I always either love the wrong way, or being treated the way i didn't expect. I tried for S, but its futile. Couldn't think of anything now. 3 more months to my firefighter pop, so long.
i still love you, no matter how many times. but you always leads me to a dead end. Analysing In Progress... 02 May 2010
Ironman 2 @ 2:21 PM
Watched ironman2 last night with Jayvier, Junhao, Darryl & Kristi. LOL, been eating whole night. Had lots of laughter when i'm with them. Booking later, so boring. Firefighter training starting soon, hell starting from tomorrow. Finally jailbreak my itouch after so long when i accidentally upgrade it to 3.1.3 That idiot not in sg again. LOL! Gonna prepare for book in already! miss you shagua <3 Analysing In Progress... |
