Maybe its just a matter of time

woah, been sleeping till 2 in the afternoon. Didn't go school again.
bursary(warning letter) coming soon!

Went down to Hougang Ave 8 to cut hair as i didn't get to cut yesterday.
FKING HELL JEFFREY OFF AGAIN!
Joyce say he off till Friday which is tomorrow, waste my time =.-

Lihao suddenly msg me saying not meeting for dinner cause of his exam.
He wants to study(sleeping) so i went home to sleep.

Sleep till around 10pm feeling hungry cause i didn't get to eat dinner,
called lihao to meet at Vari Nice. Mark was there too.

While eating my kwekkie msg me this.
Kwekkie: [ Dear, What's your definition of a girlf. ]
Text her back what i think.
Josiah: [ is to sacrifice and do everything with her no matter what? ]
to my lil kwekkie: Love you no matter what happens. Don't think too much. :D

After eating we went to mark house downstairs and slack since we can't smoke at vari nice cause all smoking corner got people.
After awhile got one drunk and abit siao uncle walk towards us.

Uncle: Can you buy beer for me?
Josiah, Lihao and Mark: (looking at each other trying not to laugh)
Lihao: Its very late already, can't buy Beer.
Uncle: Can one! (face looking super red)
Uncle: I want to drink
Josiah: (wanted to reply : drink ur lan ah drink. No money drinkdrinkdrink. KNN!)

Trying to go away;;
Josiah: Mark! Your house downstairs got vending machine right?
Mark: Ya, you want to buy drinks ah? Let's go lo.
Josiah: okokok!

Walk away from the table, that uncle followed us. SIAO ONE.
Then we saw him walk across the road, plucking leaves and tio horn by a taxi.
Should hit him over.

Find another place to slack. then we SLACK SING SMOKE.
lol.
Saw one super4 park a VIP slot. then he went home.
After 5mins! Saw one vespa (car park attendance) coming. LOL. SUPER4's gonna get FINED! HAHAHA.
After the attendance go, we kaypo and go see how much the super4 get fined.
CHEY!~ Its only 25bucks.
Slack till 3am must go home already if not i sure didn't go school.

166 gonna wake me up at 6.15. REALLY SIAO LIAO! DIE DIE MUST WAKE!

\\\PROBLEM SOLVE! TSKTSKTSK
Abit sian 1/2 after reading kwekkie's post;;
Not sian but disappointed about it? After we know each other for so long.
Not including the days when we were together. The TRUST is still not there.
I don't understand. I tried not to think about a lot of stuff already.
Yet you been nagging about stuff that is unnecessary.
I been trying to trust you with all my heart and hope you will try to trust me too.
Dear, i know i'm not a good boyf. But at least can you trust me or something.

About the msg stuff;;
You called and know i'm sleeping but still msg me. Then say i never reply.
I always call you after i saw your miss call when i wake up.

About today;;
Not i don't want to ans your calls.
But you called so many times, then you use Dom's phone call me.
I suddenly feel the vibration from my phone, so i listen. I didn't even know who called me.
Didn't even know its Dom's number. Don't accuse me like i just didn't ans your call.
SIBEI NOT HAPPY WHEN YOU ACCUSE ME
And my phone is 24hr's silent mode.
I really don't want the past to repeat again.

I really do love you now. i seriously do.
Now i'm trying to change, don't want to be like the past. hope you can understand.

SORRY

i really don't know what to do now. sigh.
ily =/

Analysing In Progress...